The Past Can't Be Easily Wished Away

- originally written June 9, 2006 -

So long did I pine for you
I guess I just didn't think it through
So long did I sit in wait
I cant believe I wanted you to be my fate

So much of my time is now lost
Its my own fault so I can't regret the cost
Too much of my energy was wasted
I guess this disgust has to be tasted

There's no point looking back
There's nothing there worth jack
The past cant be easily wished away
There's not point of reliving that dismay

Ive left you so far behind
By all means, continue being blind
The only way I'm looking now is ahead
And I'm thinking joyous thoughts instead

I feel so open and free now
You cant even imagine how
Liberty is so aesthetic
My soul is again energetic