Wednesday, May 26, 2010

Desperatly Hopeless (Raw Version)

- originally written May 7, 2006 -

i've written one poem after another
but i can't seem to figure any of it out
i tell myself that your much too dim
to see the potential between us
i tell myself that i'm over you
over the way you just cant see me
but i guess i'm just lying to myself
cuz your still what occupies my every thought

and i wish there was some way
i could stop my every thought
from being about you, some way

but i feel so desperately hopeless
i want to give up, i want it to be over
i just done know what else i can do

i almost want to come out and tell you
and beg you to finally open your eyes and see
but i'm so afraid that you'll say exactly what i already know
that i don't mean to you what i wish i did
and although i already know this to be true
it's when you actually say it that my heart will completely break

and then what will i do
and then where will i go
when i cant even pretend anymore
that there is a chance
i might mean something to you

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