I Beg You Please...

- originally written November 16, 2006 -

It's been so long now that you've been gone,
And all this time I have held up a brave front.
I never once let myself hold myself withdrawn,
Except in my writing; and in there I am blunt.

I can walk through the day and no one can tell,
But when I lay in bed alone at night, I am dead.
The lord took you away, took away my angel,
Left me here all alone as my heart tore and bled.

I don't know how much more of this I can take,
I can't live without you; it isn't really living at all.
Pain to the core of my soul; an ever constant ache,
The lack of you in my world holds me back like a wall.

I beg you, please, hold me in your arms once more,
Let me sleep with my heart beating next to yours.
Take me into your dreams and to a distant shore,
Heal my every wound by once again opening the door.

Kiss away every tear I ever shed and all of my fears,
Whisper in my ear that you love me; and will past eternity.
Promise me that you'll stay with me through the years,
Only then can I sleep and my soul can have serenity